Six . . .

1) Def Leppard – Hysteria

2) Guns n’ Roses – Knocking on heavens door

3) Toto – Hold the Line

4) The Doors – Love Me Two Times

5) Deep Purple – Black Night

6) Ozzy Osbourne – I just want you

Six songs for a special date :)


New way in the same stuff

Well I came to work early and finished my day assignations yesterday. So is time for a little post.

As many of my friends know. I was very involved in Free Software Community Activities. But the last months I simply didn’t have the enough free time to help the Free Software community in Guatemala. I was helping in a middle-active way. But all the things have a beginning and end. And my end is right here :) .

Clear and without preludes actually I have a personal conflict with some members of the community (don’t ask for details I won’t give you that) and no one is more important than other in the community.

Everybody is replaceable and fortunately there are many new members . Far from it, I’m sure of one thing: “the community work has to remain intact”. So I took a difficult decision: keep my personal problems as “personal” and let the community continues strong and working ;) .

One thing that I learned in the communities is “work with people is hard, very hard”. Sure you are in a community because you share one thing with the people. “Free Software Advocacy”. Maybe for freedom, maybe because they don’t have friends, maybe for money. But participate in a Free Software Comunity was one of the greatest experiences in my life. And I really like the “boom” of the Free Software in Guatemala.

As an Spanish quote says “the best support is not be in the way”. So I’ll continue suporting Free Software in another ways. In my job, with code, with tech support on IRC (in selected channels of course). But with the same objective: “For the Software and Knowledge Freedom”. Maybe in this new era I’ll help more with code. I have various rusty  project asking for “love and attention” xD. Good luck to all my community friends and keep the hard work.

BTW this post is because everybody ask me the same question: “why?”. And I really hate talk about the same topic two or three times. So this is my response :)

PD I finished this post two days later


Next step

Well I’ll continue my english lessons. Once at Harmon Hall I talked about a US Army experiment to learn another language. They started “language villages” where his environment was absolutely in the X language of the village and everybody learned the new language in three or four months.

So If i’m blogging (or trying to blog) in english, and I listen music in english language all the time. I’ll start also to microblog in english.

But as I have more than 200 followers in twitter and identi.ca I’ll create new accounts because many people and friends find disturbing follow and read twitt/dents in another languges different from spanish.

So my old accounts in twitter and identi.ca will remain open. But I’ll post only in this new accounts (twitter, identi.ca). I’m trying to unplug facebook from identi.ca but I don’t know how. Maybe latter I found the solution.

Thanks to all my followers but it’s time for the next step. If you wish you can follow me in the new accounts (in pseudo english). Thanks :D


$ whereis tuxtor

Not at home anymore.

Actually I’m working on three projects. One as a main job and two complementary projects (I need a new laptop BTW). Many years ago a buddy wrote in my blog a sentence like this “You will die writing small programs with Free Software”.  Years later I’m here working with, Java, PostgreSQL, Glassfish, Tomcat, Richfaces, Icefaces, Netbeans, Eclipse, Subversion. All Free software :D .

Looks like I have the Job that I ever wanted: “Internet without a firewall or proxy, no dressing rules, a good and powerfull (very powerfull) Linux desktop, JEE+SOA+domain driven architecture”. And thanks to God this job knocks to my door. I never looked for it. By the moment I’m happy with this.

But . . .

The Job reallity is very very different. A year ago in the classrooms explaining SOA (as auxiliary teacher at University) I never Imagined how hard is write enterprise software. Work with this tools is good. The environment is fine. But is a work like another one and is very stressfull and fullfilled of responsability. Cut off times, merge the code with another buddy code, zero day bugs, PermGenSpace, etc.

Maybe let the freelance world was a good step. Let see it in the next months.

And the life just continues . . .


7 things that I remember but It’s time to forget

It’s a filler post. You can wait for another post if you want :) .

I was thinking about my future. And this are the “anchors” that give me “encountered feelings” about the future. I need to forget them by the moment.

1) I need to forget the pleasure that you obtain playing games twenty hours at day. That isn’t possible anymore.

2) I need to forget (by the moment) the good “karma” about the University classrooms. The university was good but is time to move on.

3) I need to forget the feeling about .net freelance working. This don’t need more explanation xD

4) I need to forget the Thursday Naruto prime time. Because I spend my precious time in a laboral day.

5) I need to forget Brocoli. I ate very much Brocoli in my childhood. (ROFL this sentence looks like a “sesame street: My first English book).

6) I need to forget the weekend parties/”sabados groseros”/”chupes”/drinking journeys. I never was a “party” man but I need to spend my time on important things. I started to work in this and I’m on the way :D .

And the most important . . .

7) I need to forget my house. Yeah the doors will be open for me. But six years ago I saw my door and understand it: That was the last time that I saw it as MY HOME. I need to find my own place.



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